Off to a bad year

So tuesday my grandpa passed away of a long fight with enphazema (spelling ?). In its own way it is a blessing because he isn't suffering anymore but I just wish the people in my family would stop dieing. Now I know death is part of life but 3 in 9 months. I can't help but always think whos next. But Brian Brackenbury and I are going to pick up Brian from Salt Lake tomorrow and I am really excited to see him agian but not under these circumstanses. I wish he was just coming to visit for fun. But also my sister and her little girl are here and I haven't seen them in 7 years but my niece 1 1/2 cuz she is only 3. And its nice to be with my family agian cuz we haven't spent time all of us in so long. I love and miss all of them all the time!